June 2007

 

Surviving to number 3

 

Manipulate me

 

Carry me

Articulate me

Space me

Justify my need of mooving with your strenth and comitment

 

Carry the whole responsability of my presence

Make me meaningfull,and meaningless

Present me as something I will not be able to cose

 

What you can do with me?

What could you do with my body if I World not put any resistente?

What World you build with my total pasiity?

 

 

I will not try to be

I will allow you to change me

I will allow you to break me

I will allow you to leave me

 

Deal with my weight

Be active for me

I just decide not deciding

I will enjoy loosing this time

Surrendering

Enjoyin external impulses

 

No victim no master

 

We are both now just hapening

Are we able to be two if I decide to disappear?

Be the one who will solve my current inhabilities

But You will have to come this time

Then I would give you my whole presence

Move me

I just decide i will trust you

I will not fight now

No victim no master

Surviving to number 3

 

 

 

What do you need of me?

How Would you destroy my body?

What do you want me to be?

 

 

Not in any past , no in any future…

 

I will not moove, not triggering you, not seducing you

Not waiting, fully alive and receptive ut holding my habits of reaction

 

Bring me where you want o brig me..i will not impose you my timing because I nned to understand what I World have done if you were have been right

 

And destroy me

I can not offer anything now

 

 

I decide needing you…

I decide asking you to give me

 

 

 

Minimalizing my reactions

 

Not choosing

 

Pasive but receptive

Pasive but demanding

Pasive but allert

 

Redefining roles

 

 

Asking you to destroy my body

 

 

 

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“Manipulate me,

move me,

play me…

perform me.

 

Make me meaningful and meaningless…

We both, now, just happening

 

Deal with my weight and my surrender

 

Transform me

Affect me

 

I have just decided I will trust you

 

Minimizing my reactions

Redefining roles

 

No victim no master”